What

if 

    I

       died

before

                thinking

                that

 
Watch me now when there was time

teach before now’s handful

you never see now or again where what is continuing

he is here ere walked he waited as he waited

sat out parturition postfix

shying the crust at pigeons hitting an ant

inhearing ant fight noises

Reexplanning recent pasts

you become various

sentiments outgrease

stench old metal

harden suede bucket

smoothed down to pate

you set to music

Say

this singular spot

for observation on

and static seeing

and experiencing dynamic

and still

of voluntary inaction

music steps between work

in many a whorl

recitations held by the tongue

can’t see a problem with this

most cognition is not worth it

call wind planned whistling

planned environments planned

topoi exist satisfactorily

in favour of worlds

separate worlds keep going 

there’ll be no more

greasy metal scenting

respite all full of thought

songs worn you barely get a hold

 

you mean old replica deferrals

speculation unopened

brightlines separate easy objects

in mirror mere

 

you just had and unhad

emptied out of wanting

 

face up & face down